After 2years + of being attached now i back to single-hood . Pamela send me something that make me think after i read through it. What is love?

Friends say that i will be thinking of not getting into relationship in the future now. But that's till i meet my Mr. Right. I really don't know ,things are unpredictable, who knows what will happen in the future.

One thought flash through my mind a person that does not cherish love, does not deserve to be love. Which i think applies to me.

I feel useless in the family, i'm the only one that is not working & providing any financial support to the family. How i wish i can earn money and provide for my family.

Thoughts in my mind are messy i just type out whatever i'm thinking. I think i converting into 宅女already, during this two weeks holiday only two days are spend with friends the rest of the time is either spend in front of my laptop surfing the net or having meeting in school. What a mundane life i have. hais....

wonder here, wonder there, wondering everywhere.... Maybe i wasn't as good as you think... wouldn't it be great if jo is still around? He will always be there to accompany me, when i'm sad & wants to cry i can just hug him & cry, when i'm upset when returning home from outside he will always welcome me cheerfully, when i'm angry with him he will try to pester me till i cannot be angry with him cause he's too cute, when i'm happy he will also also share the joy... ♥ Misses

i just don't deserve anything good.

My life is so pathetic....