Everything just not going smoothly , somehow . I just think that there's something wrong with me . I think i got attitude problem , a serious one probably. My mind is in a mess , thought of typing something then suddenly something else came up my mind then i don't know what to type , really messy.I think i have low self-confident & i don't know why . I just feel insecure probably .


Recently really miss secondary school life, miss all secondary school friends. It's has been quite awhile since i see them . In secondary school i got my close friends with me throughout the 5 years. But now in poly i think that eventhough i have friends they are not close friends that give much care & concern.

After so long finally the 100th posting of my blog . Haha didn't blog much recently cause i was too lazy to blog . Wanted to post about mum's taiwan trip with relatives but i'm so lazy that after 2 weeks i still haven blog about it. Back to school for 3 weeks already & i think that mondays , tuesdays & thursdays are bad days for me. Monday start at 8am & end at 6pm , must wakeup super early so sunday cannot sleep late , then end late reach home super tired . Tuesday start at 8am again & end at 5pm. Thursday start at 9am then end at 5pm only got one hour break for the day . bf got one whole week of leave so shiok lor i only have one day which is friday a PH.
Thursday after school went to sydnie's grandparents house to do interview for our ICA then they treat us very well they ordered pizza for us & prepare dessert for us too (: nice people. After the interview around 7pm all of us left & went to 7eleven then me & sydnie tried breezer.
hahaha shared with sydnie as she can't buy . Taste quite alright. haha on the way home feel that my ears & face abit warm then reach home look at mirror , my face looks red i think because of drinking breezer. This happened before , during the count down night drank alcohol too hahaha
2nd time drinking alcoholic drink.

Wednesday bf came over & bring gui ling gao that he made (: like it , share with mummy , brother & dina. All say nice(: Just now he came over & teach me make gui ling gao . Then jiujiu& wife came over to visit us so let them try the gui ling gao. Jiujiu funny lor he say gui ling gao must make le then pour honey over it then nice . But after eating the gui ling gao he say it's not nice the opposite . hahaha meaning it's nice hahaha . (:


was told to write it's time to slp so bye folks(:
hahaha i don't think there's anyone viewing hahaha

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