My life is so pathetic.... 

  The happy me in the past has been lost somewhere, and i can't seem to find it anywhere. Eventhough i can laugh with my friends about things that we talk about , but i realised overall i'm not that happy girl i use to be in the past. As i grow up i get lonelier. The word 'Happy' hasn't been appearing much in my life.

Conclusion of the day--> I'm such a failure. Now nobody will ask me out, end up i went to ECP yesterday which is labour day to cycle alone. Everyone has their own commitment they don't bother about me. On my wish list i type there that i wish to be happy, but i guess this wish would come true...
I should just live my mundane life and not ruin people's life.